Katz Serenity
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…daydreaming…
When darkness overtakes the sky & I slide between my cool sheets.. I dream of him in the stillness of the night.. I feel his presence.. not knowing how.. nor when.. but I feel him.. the endless longings.. the cravings for his big strong bear of a body.. to surround me.. with my eyes looking into my memories.. l see.. his world weary soul.. his dulled eyes.. my eyes tear up.. my longing to ease his pain.. I open my arms.. myself up to him.. he knows his victory in making me crave him.. every touch of his roughened hands like the softest caress on my silken skin.. his eyes start to shine.. with his notoriously merry devilment.. teasing me a favorite.. he knows.. he knows I am on fire for him.. my fingers uncontrollably seeking.. but it’s not enough.. it never is.. he knows.. getting both the alpha kat & the submissive woman.. to bend & reach & beg.. for his touch.. whispered naughty words.. his need.. he has that midas touch.. he found the key to me. In all my years.. the pain, the abuse, the hard won war.. he alone saw my depths.. he alone.. for the whole of me.. wanted & pursued & didn’t let my walls stop him. My thick castle walls. His key lowered the bridge with such a boom.. it still resonates through eternity.. So ya see.. when I lay here.. my body enflamed for his touch.. it’s not just that whisper fleeting across my skin.. the shiver it creates sliding over me.. he watches the goosebumps ripple.. no it’s his soul beginning to glow once again in his eyes.. as I pour my love to him.. it flows freely between.. our fingers curved like claws.. fierce.. demanding.. as he is renewed.. the whole of him is who I long for.. his heart, mind, body, soul & spirit. All of him. My being will long for him until.. I will search.. “for 10,000 years, through a thousand lifetimes..” though I will be whole, I cannot be my greatest self until.. No pleasure is enough. He holds that key. ~Your Tkat. H,m,b,s&s. M.4.20.20
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I am your huckleberry…..
& I’ll always stand by you…..
Unconditionally.
Always & Forever.
I am Yours…...
~Tijgeress kat Phoenix. 🌺
✝️☸⚓🧭🌂🔗💫🙏👣🐾🦉🐯🐢🐐🐛🦋🌱🌺🌳🌹🌻🌷🌳🧶🧵🌟⚡🌠🗝🔱⚜💝🐺🦌🐻🧩♾❄🙇♀️🤲🕯
M.8.7.2023 10.30am.est.
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You…..
Always.
I’ll work every moment from here to eternity to be loved by you…..
In your arms forever…..
Yours…...
~Tijgeress kat Phoenix. 🌺
✝️☸⚓🙏👣🐾🦉🐯🐢🐐🐛🌱🌺🌳🌹🌻🌷🌳🧶🧵🌂🔗💫🌟⚡🌠❄🗝🔱⚜💝🐺🦌🐻🧩♾🧭⛓🧰👩🏫🕵️♀️👷♀️🧗♀️🤺🧘♀️👩🎓💋🙇♀️🤲🕯
W.8.2.2023 12.35pm.est.
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Thank You God.
Because everyday
you…..
Chose me.
When.
So many songs I’m feeling right now.
But every day you….. help me to fight back.
To not be afraid.
Because you….. love me even when.
So many reasons why I love you…..
So many I cannot explain, they simply are.
But it comes down to…
I LOVE & ADORE YOU…..
No matter what the adversary throws at me.
I am Yours…...
Always.,
~Tijgeress kat Phoenix. 🌺
✝️☸⚓🙏👣🐾🦉🐯🐢🐐🐛🦋🌱🌳🌹🌻🌷🌳🧶🧵🌂🔗💫🌟⚡🌠❄🗝🔱⚜💝🐺🦌🐻🧩♠️ ♾🧭⛓🧰🙇♀️👩🏫🕵️♀️👷♀️🧗♀️🤺🏋️♀️👩🎓👀💋🙇♀️🕯🤲
I am crazy in love you…..
Su.7.23.2023 6.29pm.est.
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I am Yours…...
No matter what.
Always,
Yours…...
~Tijgeress kat Phoenix. 🌺
✝️☸⚓🙏👣🐾🦉🐯🐢🐛🦋🌱🌺🌳🌹🌻🌷🌳🌂🔗💫🌟⚡🌠❄🗝🔱⚜💝🐺🦌🐻🧩♠️♾🧭⛓🧰👀🙇♀️👩🏫🕵️♀️🧗♀️🤺👩🎓💋🙇♀️🤲🕯
Sa.7.22.2023 9.58am.est.
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You…..
I’ll stand by.
Always.,
Yours…..
~Tijgeress kat Phoenix. 🌺
🌱🌺✝️☸⚓🌂🔗🙏👣🐾🦉🐯🐢🐐🐛🦋🌱🌺🌳🌹🌻🌷🌳🧶🧵🌟⚡🌠🗝🔱⚜💝🐺🦌🐻🧩♠️♾🧭❄💫⛓🧰🙇♀️👩🏫🕵️♀️🧗♀️🤺🧘♀️👩🎓🙇♀️💋🕯🤲
Su.7.16.2023 12.52pm.est.
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For the inquiring minds…..
You…..win my love!
I know that I haven’t been on much lately, but there’s a reason.
I’m packing up to move out!
I am suffering from the panic attacks, ibs, dm2, etc.
But I refuse to give up
& let the adversary win!
by staying where it’s just comfortable & known! Because in this house is only misery.
There’s no life, love, nor laughter.
Just because I have been here for 25 years doesn’t mean I should stay where I am not loved, wanted or cared about.
And yes, it has taken me +10 years to get here!
But I am worth it!
Stepping out into the world without a safety net, after being “ok,”
during a time of such economic uncertainty & a world in chaos
is beyond scary!
My sleep isn’t well, not great & very disturbed. As is eating & all.
But I have done everything but pack up my half of the house & move!
So that’s what I am doing this week!
[With the help of packers/moving company]
I am scared, panicky & all that jazz.
But I can do this!
As can anyone else.
I just want everyone to know, I am alive!
Yes, it’s taken time, persistence, patience & listening closely, carefully, & quietly to God’s Plans but it is so beyond worth it!
“For I know the Plans I have for you. They are for good, not disaster. To give you a hope & a future.” Jeremiah 29.11.
I have that verse with me & right now, its helping me calm down from a massive panic attack this morning!
That’s what I want others to know.
It may take time to get out of a hellish situation, whatever that may be.
But fighting the righteous fight, even though that may be having to get into the murk & quagmire yourself,
It is doable!
I am using the sensory method to keep calm & remember that I am worth life!
That the known of this place isn’t necessarily a good thing.
Getting out into the unknown & living a life that I feel God is proud of me for is more important!
Living to be free to love my soul’s loves & mates is well, beyond the most beautiful & precious Gifts I could ever hope for!
I might not be in total control, it is an illusion after all. But as I listen & do carefully what I feel I am being Guided to do.
I feel like a righteous woman!
I am winning!
I will be free!
[Yes, Garth Brooks, “We Shall be free” & a few more!🤦♀️😁🤷♀️]
We win!
Rolling the dice to live, be happy, be me & free to live!
Oh my loves!!!!! How I love & adore you!!!!!
~True love always waits & never dies!~
We win!!!!!
Always,
Yours…..
~Tijgeress kat Phoenix. 🌺
✝️☸🧭⚓🌂🔗💫🤲🙏👣🐾🦉🐯🐢🐐🐛🦋🌱🌺🌳🌹🌻🌷🌳🧶🧵🌟⚡🌠🗝🔱⚜💝🐺🦌🐻🧩♠️♾❄⛓🧰👩🏫🧗♀️🏋️♀️🤺🧘♀️👩🎓🙇♀️🕯🤲💋
Su.7.9.2023
11.35.40am.est.God Bless Everyone! 🌺🙏👣
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Happy 4th of July everyone!
Happy birthday America!
I hope everyone had a safe & fun day!
Let freedom ring!
Peace, love & laughter for all!
~Tijgeress kat Phoenix. 🌺
🙏👣⚓🧭🔔🗽🎆
Tu.7.4.2023 11.38pm.est.
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I. Love. You…..
Always,
Yours…..
~Tijgeress kat Phoenix. 🌺
🌱🌺✝️☸⚓⛓🙏👣🐾🦉🐯🐢🐐🐛🦋🌱🌺🌳🌹🌻🌷🌳🧶🧵🌟⚡🌠🗝🔱⚜💝🐺🦌🐻🧩♠️ ♾🧭⛓🧰🌂🔗💫❄🕯🙇♀️🤲
Fr.6.30.2023 6.22pm.est.
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No body but
Yours…..!!!!!
Always.
~Tijgeress kat Phoenix. 🌺
✝️☸⚓⛓🌂🔗🙏🤲👣🐾🦉🐯🐢🐐🐛🦋🌱🌺🌳🌹🌻🌷🌳🧶🧵🌟⚡🌠💫🗝🔱⚜💝🐺🦌🐻🧩♠️♾🧭⛓🧰👩🏫🧗♀️🤺❄😊😏🤭😚🤗💋🕯🤲
M.6.26.2023 11.18am.est.
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Happy Father’s Day
To all the dads out there!
~Tijgeress kat Phoenix. 🌺
✝️☸⚓🌂🔗💫🙏🤲👣🐾🦉🐯🐢🐐🐛🦋🌱🌺🌳🌹🌻🌷🌳🧶🧵🌟⚡🌠🗝🔱⚜💝🐺🦌🐻🧩♠️♾🧭❄⛓🧰🙇♀️☔🙏🤲🕯
Su.6.18.2023 2.53pm.est.
And to those sorely missed.☔
